I joined this FB site is to tell you that i too fell in love with this guy I met online......I dont know how far its gonna go,but all I can say that I know I  really love him. One day, A girl  had posted a profile on one of page, and me, being read it. I sent message her and I talked to them on FB chat  for a little while directly conected her.
 How did I meet him? . But I dreamed of a girl who was there that it seemed she wanted to meet me and be my friend. So I woke up early remembering the dream and I went there. When I met her I couldn't believe what was happening to me: she seemed to have fallen in love with me too! I thought that wasn't reality, that I was living in one of those dreams that seem so real...
In life we sometimes must be selfish, make myself happy again.. eventhough it means I have to let her go.  I can always keep them in a special place in my heart. Bye bye my virtual :))

I remember the rain when I was 5 years old

I always love it when it rains.simply love the rain, it gives me a quiet sense of joy.  Rain makes me feel alive. I think rain is like me. It's cold. But beautiful in the way that not every people can see it. I'm cold, i don't care about people that bad to me.
I still remember the time when I was 5 years old, it was raining very very heavily with thunder crashes and lightning flashes. I used to fold paper boats and placed them in the river when it rains.I always felt a lot happier like my troubles are all washed away ..  LOL

look like "Sound of the Sheep"

When I contacted her he was going out but I knew she was hurting.  We chatted that last night by phone and he told me some of the reasons he felt the way she did.  Being the positive person I am I tried to make her feel better about things and I wasn't so sure I was doing anything to help him that night or any other night for that matter.  I pride myself on not needing her again.  I take care of myself. Well the simple answer is a lot my FB friends and  real life friends. She proved that she is there for me as she promised and that she doesn't walk away when the Year are down. Blah, I heard "sound of the Sheep". lol
I have to admit that I  turned it around on me on my cold dark night and she has not been there for me broke relation ever since. I don't understand anymore.I've done a lot of bad things in my life.I've lied to a lot of my fams that i care about. Why you ended with her ?? it's a d@mn question. Really I hate it.  . Hide my emotions for so long it was hard to open once more. " I am glad You did for You have someone will get better.. It might take awhile but you will." Said my Mom
She is thinking of you when I am doing something that and her did...probably not. Women are stronger than men. She is forging on with a new life, maybe one day she will forgive me for what I've done to us, but not anytime soon. Now we just listen to talk through our problems.  Until then, I suffer. Best wishes and best of luck......

1st Day of the Year with Smile on and Full of Hope

Sang mentari menampakan diri di awal tahun ini. Seperti biasa aku melakukan Daily activities sama seperti di tahun kemarin-kemarin. Sejenak berpikir ini mungkin menjadi semangat baru atau pun beban baru dalam hidupku. Apa iya di tahun ini menjadi hal baru ku akan di mulai ???
Segala kesibukan ku di dunia perkuliahan akan muncul di tahun ini, aku harus bisa memanage waktu mulai dari detik ini. Akan menjadi satu dari kuliah,pekerjaan, usahaku dan waktu senggangku. Masa bodoh untuk mengalokasikan waktu ku untuk pacaran. Semoga saja aku bisa Tuhan !!!
Aku masih menyimpan dendam yang begitu dalam, dendam untuk menjadi seseorang yang lebih baik biar seseorang akan tahu apa yang pernah dia omongin ke aku kan aku buktikan.
YES I KNOW THAT I CAN DO IT !!!!